Sunday, 29 March 2015

A dark day

Its a dark day for all Singaporeans at the end of a dark week.

The passing of our founding father Lee Kuan Yew in the 50th year of the independence of Singapore made it more significant to all of us who would not be able to enjoy all that we see around us if not for this great man who fought for our country and us throughout his entire life.

In mourning him over the pass week, all news outlets and in social media, people were interested in his life, giving thanks, and more importantly looking to the future. To understand the past, fight hard in the present so that future generations can continue to living the legacy of our forefathers like Mr. Lee Kuan Yew.

One of the most profound question : What is the meaning of life?

Mr. Lee showed us the way by living a life worth living and leaving behind no regrets.

Thank you LKY. A true inspiration to all Singaporeans.

Onward Singapore!

Friday, 6 March 2015

Work woes

First time my colleague got layed off. Its an awkward situation that I feel difficult to work around. The feeling when u know that boss is gonna fire her, but you cannot say anything. You wonder if you could have done better that made better use of her and help communications be better between colleagues. Maybe if I had checked in with my colleagues more often, I could have prevent it from happening.

I read that to be a businessman or entrepreneur, you cannot be afraid to let PPL go. But being able to build a team and let it grow is very impt too.

I have still a long way to go to improve my communication and team building skills. And most importantly, I must not fear confrontation. That is something I fought with myself my entire life and maybe for the rest of my life too. Fighting!

Wednesday, 31 December 2014

Its A Brand New Year!

Proudly presents my work of the year: Sri Lanka 2014 starring Taylor, Roy, Gwen and Zinc.
Enjoy!


Its been a great year! It started off with my last semester in NUS, in Tembusu where I was a resident assistant. I was really worried about finishing my Final Year Project but thankfully I managed to smoke through it. Phew!

I had a really awesome last few months in school, relaxing and enjoying my final schooling days with friends. It was also the last times when I am living away from my parents which is good and bad. Good because I am more sociable and independent away from home and Bad because I miss out on all the good food at home. Had a little love story in my last month which extended beyond graduation for a couple of months but sadly it seems to have fizzled out.

But anyway after graduation I had a grand total of 5 holiday trips with 5 different group of friends and it was one of most exciting 2 months of my life. And shortly after I got a job which I have been working at since, and I must say it is something that I am happy to be doing. And of course the Sri Lanka Trip that capped the year off.

You never know how each year is going to turn out and they always kind of surprise you. Here's to more good surprises next year!

7 New Year Resolutions to work towards:
1) Sleep earlier at 1am latest
2) Exercise (not including teaching skating on weekends unless nonstop skating) 3 times a week
3) Read a book on my NEW kindle PaperWhite every month
4) Better Back Posture
5) Quit Bad Habit #1
6) Learn to Love again
7) Become more valuable at work by documenting work done and helping others be more productive.

*UPDATE: Second video of Sri Lanka: ROAR cover by Taylor NG

Wednesday, 24 December 2014

Xmas!

Its been slightly over two years since I started this blog, with the intention to capture the great journey I was embarking during my exchange programme. I blog alot during that 6 month period which was and will always be one of the most eventful period of my life. Nowadays the blog posts are rare and few but I hope to continue to use this as an output of my life as I continue to journey on.
I just came back from a holiday to Sri Lanka. Never have I thought that I would ever go to that place but when my old friend Yichun invited me to join him and his two friends Gwen and Zinc on this trip, I agreed almost immediately. It was a new adventure, in a foreign land with newfound friends, so how could I say no?

This is also my first holiday trip since I started working and I was willing to spend more to enjoy and relax rather than scrimp and save and chiong from place to place. Its a good change, one that comes from greater disposable income and past travel experience.

I also bought this new fake GoPro to take pictures and videos during the trip so watch out for the pictures and videos soon.

Merry Xmas everyone!

Totally unrelated to the post except for the Xmas theme! Xmas with the Babirusa!
Totally unrelated to the post also. Xmas with the skating gang!

Thursday, 16 October 2014

Get the fuck out of bed.

Life is full of wants. Want this, want that.

Especially with all the social media going on.

Eating awesome food.
Having great time with friends.
Enjoying sweet moments with love ones.
Taking in the scenery of exotic parts of our beautiful earth.

I know that I want to do all this stuff too. But even back when in Tembusu, I get to be involved in all these things or when I was travelling, there are other things which I wanted also.

I guess what we get in life is never enough.

So it all comes down to what I really want to get out of this 人生. And then I gotta make sacrifices. Choices.

A steady job that provide fun challenges everyday and fits my personality.
A part time job that allows me to teach my favourite hobby inline skating.
Occasional outings with close friends.
Travelling once or twice yearly.
Eating my mom's yummy dinner at home many times a week.

and also everyday....



haha ...live life... my life.

Tuesday, 23 September 2014

The going is tough

Its been almost one and a half months since i started this insane 7 day work week. And its starting to take its toll.

I do love both my jobs and also to be able to spend time with my friends and family. But i do miss having more ME time and doing NOTHING time to really reflect and to work on self improvement and also to relax before fighting the next week battles. As a result it has been really affecting my emotional energies and that in turn affect my performance at work and my social behaviour. I have become very impatient and blunt of late and not able to communicate well.

So many things have happened also over the last two months too. Gave up on love again (it will be back i hope), found some drive and ambition in my career,  and witness the fragility of life...

i need to recharge...battery running low...

X.x

Wednesday, 23 July 2014

The next journey! To infinity and beyond!

Along the way when I was travelling for 2 months, I decided that when I find a job, my end goal motive is not for monetary rewards, but because I like it. I do not want to complain about my job. I want something that suits my interest in learning so that I will continue to learn on my own and not because I have to do it to earn money to feed the family. I want to believe that passion brings about mastery and mastery gives me passion as well.

Hence, after returning from all my grad trips and after I settled giving presents to people and unpacking and sorting out the unwanted stuff from my room which hasn't been touched since I returned from Tembusu, I started to look for a job on job portals like NUS Talentconnect, JobCentral, JobStreet. Sent out like about 10 resumes to companies that offer jobs ranging from engineering, proposal specialist, graduate trainee, and project coordinator. Got a phone interview from a program which I told them I do not like Engineering or technical stuff a lot when the company does engineering, so confirm kanna rejected. Also got a interview with the project coordinator from a company that does game and web development, simulations and 3D modeling. Location is central, pay was slightly below average for fresh grads and not much bonus, but the working hours made up for it! They made me a job offer and after some consideration, I think this would be the point where I hope when I tell my grandkids I can say:" and the rest is history"

Project coordinating or project management is interesting and I think it is something that I felt more interested in during my university days, be it doing my design project, ethics project, nanotechnology project, hackathon project, skating projects, tembusu projects, etc. I felt most comfortable when there are people around, working together to find a solution to a problem or to achieve an objective. Even when doing my solo FYP which I have mentioned I hate very much, I have always tried to learn better time management skills and communication skills to better complete my project. Maybe that is why when the job was offered to me, I felt that it was a right job fit that also enable me to learn and practice the skills that I would like to know about. These are also very transferable skills that will enable me to take the next jump in my career in the future.

In terms of company fit, I think I also found a right company as after staying in Tembusu for 3 years where there was not alot of hierachy and the professors are very close to students and leaders come from not just the seniors but also the juniors. Such a flatter hierachy is enjoyable rather than a normal pyramid hierachy where you feel distant from the top people.

I would say I am excited to start work! Yay!

At the same time, I am also aware that I need to start planning for the super distant future, not just the immediate future. During my last semester, I tried to start improving my financial literacy. I took note of this especially after one of the stocks I held had a sharp nose dive and I lost some money (might be small to other people). This made me aware that I need to take more responsibility of what I invest in, but not to give up on it. It is foolish to stay away from investment because I still believe that wealth management if done properly and diligently, it is able to achieve our financial goals (Long term: retirement plans, housing payment, children education. Short term: holidays, marriage, material goods)

At the JobCentral career fair I went to, I chanced upon a company that invited me to the recruitment talk, and thinking why not, since I haven't got any job or applied for one yet. It turned out to be a really good move for me as it exposes me to financial planning to help achieve my financial goal of being financially independent or financial freedom. Initially I was sceptical about the product, but after taking time to understand the mechanism of the investment, I was convinced about the credibility of the financial product and the company and decided to work as a salesperson part time to not only earn extra income but also improve my sales techniques which I think can be applied in many places. But of course, I think my friends are just potential clients at the moment as most are still studying or just started working and do not have the capital, but I think if the product and company is solid, in the future, the preparation I made will enable me to seize the opportunities ahead.

Lastly, I also wish to continue to teach skating during the weekends more to share the love of skating but gradually reduce the amount I teach to just one day per weekend. It pays quite well and allows me to enjoy doing something I love and something I know that I will always love for the rest of my life.

How can I manage to do all this and still maintain my friendship with BAF, babirusa, MEKids, exercise, play musical instrument, read, paktor, etc.? I came to a conclusion: My experience of living in tembusu with all the activities and crazy amount of fun things to do which I thought was the best part of my life is probably just training for me to achieve greater things in the real world. The journey didn't end when I finish university or leave Tembusu. It has only just begun!